Always beside me.

Unforgetable.

2008-12-08T02:55:00.000-08:00

hi.hi.hi. I've got nothing much to say. I think im useless.. Nothing can describe a heartbroken Sean. Well... I hope I was told that she went to China, but to no avail. In anyway I try comforting myself.. It just cant seem to work. She just the girl Im looking for.

Up til now. You people still dunno who i like. Friendly as I can be, I wont tell still. I hope she remembers me. Whenever saying Im excited, im not.

Theres only 1 word to describe. SAD. WISH UPON A STAR. Is there really a genie in this world?

I wish we had it. Fortune tellers I dont think they are any way a genie/ wish upon a star / some noob. BALAAlsnrfsie.. DAMN. nth to talk lerh. < lerh, her trademark. :D also her trademark.

Boring!

2008-11-15T04:26:00.000-08:00

Sianz... only coming back on next wed only.. MISERABLE!! what to do? now must wait for her online. Day by day cant online long... sigh sigh sigh HAIZ!!! haha... hmm.. what shall I post abt?
Prefably... dunno.. Wish can watch movie in the night .. Brother not at home. cant use his laptop watch.

Now got things to watch. Naruto , Magic tutorials ahhaa... Got whole lot. Ninja 1 and 2 magichall sell $160 for two. 1 for $80. I got it F. R . E . E polaroid change too. Dunno how much they sell but quite ex. Now i got Daniel Madison's MYSTIQUE. really cool tricks inside. Also very clear. Now im selling my vids... want it? suggest you can buy.. Angle ZERO trick. Well.. Maybe dont teach you. As in, buy the DVD mystique. Reasonable pricing.. bout. 30 ++

Its kinda super cheap. Cos' if you buy from magichall.. is costs you about... 80 - 120 dollars. so... if wanna buy just tell me, i tell u the pricing.

Caius, your not trustworthy

2008-11-10T05:17:00.000-08:00

Back with post number 2.

This lousy skin sucks like shit man... okok nvm.. Super pissed with caius. Sooooooooo trouble maker. Haiz, now i dont even know what to post about. Caius, sorry man... Last talk. Bye bye, dont talk to me ANYMORE.

few ways to describe Caius in past 2 years.

Last time.

1) very kind
2) trustable
3) good at bball

Now

1) 2 faces / fake kind / really kind
2) untrustable
3 ) lousy at bball. (loses to some p5 guy...

Caius.. you made me break. thanks! Eff off caius. im frigggggish angry

New blog, new start

2008-11-07T04:27:00.000-08:00

This is a new blog people! sigh... Its been like 9 hrs since i last talked to her. Well... 9 hours is kinda short but... i just think that.. Although within a short period, it seemed like i didnt talk to her for one whole long year. Next year as we part... Shall not go further.

Im just very bored... I need this life back. Who else can revive it ? only the special one. I feel like a moron waiting for her to come online. Well... sometimes boys just dont have the courage to call a girl. In serious times now, as i sad before, im not the PLAYBOY ... but as for today, I hereby declare, im not! never ever gonna leave this wonderful awesomely made girl. Instant shock when she like said yes. She's a girl everyone wishes to get.

Maybe, each and everyone of us has a different view of their lover. Whereas for me, I think she's wonderful. I guess many would agree. She's a girl that many likes. A lucky guy would be able to earn her respect, love, kindness.. I remember her smile. It brightens my day. I remember her face, I cried in my heart, Oh man... shes so hot, i wanna bake cookies on em' .. Im thinking. When are we gonna part.

I guess.. maybe it will be all over after we go seperate ways. Even after then, I'll not forget. A wonder girl. That made an impact in my very life. Theres just one thing i dont want to happen, the 2 most hurting words,____ __ . I dont wanna say it out. You will realise, how pain it could be. Im guilty for making her angry. Sometimes, I dont know if she's really not angry with me. She say this, " O.o, angry? im not angry la..." I will blame myself for not being good. I want to give her a gift, she wouldn't accept.

There was once, Jealousy took place, even a boy like him dared to talk to her, why not me? i mean, they talk alot. When i asked, you like HIM? the answer is always a standard answer, I find him irritating. Dishearted, hatred, can take place within this period of time. I hope ur telling the truth, because. Im in a lousy class, when ur in a super good class. I feel dumb. Tell me if ur truthful, dont tell me lies.

*i dont wanna reveal the name of the girl and boy.
i will protect their IDENTITY! ok, gtg! bye!!